Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Why????????

Why must we be a size 10, blonde, have boobs and pretty face to be noticed????

Why can't the normal average girl be acceptable in society. Because TV, Magazines, the media in general make us feel that way.

I was always the chick who never got noticed at school. I was a follower and hung around with the "IN" crowd but never really fit in. I see the "IT" girls come into work and see how they act and just wonder who they really think they are? It must be incredibly nice to be so perfect and know that everyone likes you even if you are mean and petty.

I hate it when the "IT" girls walk into the gym with there little shorts on, boobs hanging out of a very tight shirt, makeup on and they get out done by the fat chick. How they then turn around and feel the need to belittle you to make themselves feel better. Don't they realize the reason I am there IS to make myself feel better. That i already know i am fat and overweight and I don't need them to make me feel even less of a person then I already am.

Well you know what. I say UP YOURS to them. I am who I am and if you don't like it then thats your problem. I am doing this for myself, not for them.

Humans are incredibly cruel. Why????

Who knows.........

Monday, August 3, 2009

Mummas lost weight

This is my own little haven for my weight loss. I intend on using it to keep me on the straight and narrow. My starting weight was 92.7 kilos. My last weigh in was in march and I had gotton down to 82 kilos. My goal weight is ideally 65-70kg. I owe alot of it to my personal trainer and friend Candice. She has got me through alot and changed my attitude towards eating and training. She flogs my butt but all the tears and sweat are worth it in the end.

I have discovered a love for the spin bike hence the name spin mumma. I am so looking forward to the RPM classes at my new gym that opened up today. Its going to be one major bitch fight though as there is only 20 spin bikes and LOTS of people who like the class.

Anyway only very short for now.